“Comment, share, donate to support!”

But I only “Liked” the post
I scroll back, a few more videos in,
the image of a smiling child with their skin hanging on broken bones,
a homeless marine,
a shaking kitten.
I don’t pity; I feel ashamed.
Ashamed that there isn’t enough kindness to give,
that beneath each video I support
the algorithm will send another one my way.
And another
Another
Another
Until I surrender to the tragedy of empathy.
“They told us it wouldn’t be easy”
And I don’t know how to make it less hard

I put on a podcast about activism from 2 influencers
To “learn my part in the unfair world”
And stare out the window in the backseat of my mom’s car
I was late to school that morning
And the person at the main office asked me
“Why are you late this morning?”
And I said traffic.
Traffic.
Red lines on Google Maps, an annoyed sigh, +10 minutes to my drive
But what I really meant was:
“This morning the police mopped blood off the asphalt,
sirens disappeared off the highway into the far north of the city.
A wheel cover split in half lying on the bright lawn in the media strip.
More police on walkies.
A grave being dug.
Arrangements made for the family dog to be adopted.
The echoes of a scream that will never fade
A permanent scar
For a mother who lost her kid
And a kid who lost her mother”

So, yeah, the traffic was really bad this morning.
And I couldn’t tell the person at the front desk all that.
I went to class, scrolling on my phone
And I saw “Car accident on the 401, 3 killed, 5 injured”
And I “Liked” the post.

Photo of an Asian girl against a red wall. She wears a floral dress, two gold necklaces, and a straw hat over dark hair that is pulled back.

Tanya Yong

Grade: 11 / Sec. V
University of Toronto Schools
Toronto, ON

“This poem was inspired by my experience with sympathy fatigue when engaging with the news (often saturated with disasters and explosive headlines) and with social media, particularly in the context of global political crises, where many people seek help and support through asking for following, liking, donating, and sharing on social media. It reflects on how we engage with constant streams of bad news: the tension between wanting to help and not having the emotional capacity to respond to everything.”

Bio

Tanya Yong is a Grade 11 student from Toronto, Ontario. Her poetry explores the vulnerability of the human experience, from big emotions to the small moments in life we often overlook. When she’s not writing, she enjoys working on theatre productions and cuddling with her cat, Toto.

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