Family Reunions

The other people quit their stone fields to come here.

They slip in from nights that even the snow abandons.

They leave ashes in their glasses

          and stains on the table.

The house is littered with bits of their hair and skin.

Bones clatter through the holes in their pockets.

 

All night long their hands scythe the air.

They dance their words to bloody stumps.

They bite the world and spit it out on the table,

          bitter, determined only to dirty

          every glass in these cupboards

          and break at least three.

 

Rage keeps them awake until night opens to dawn

                                 gently, like a woman’s hands.

Then they unfold the worn quilts of their lives.

But their skeletons do not soften in sleep.

 

On waking, they are sad and broken.

They drink coffee with tongues swollen by talk and grief.

During breakfast, they seed the floor with sugar

          and spill the cream, complain that the toast

                                 is never warm enough.

When they leave, they walk like shadows

            who have lost their bodies to wolves.

 

They are the people from a history I’ve forgotten.

I ignore mirrors and cut my hair.

I bleach my eyes white

          to blind the other side of me.

I wash every glass carefully,

            with a soft cloth,

             breaking nothing.

 

The speaker tries to ignore the ghosts of her ancestors even as they fill up the room

Bibliographical info

Karen Connelly, "Family Reunions" from Breathing Fire: Canada's New Poets. Copyright © 1995 by Karen Connelly. Reprinted by permission of the author.

Source: Breathing Fire: Canada's New Poets (Harbour Publishing, 1995)

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